hmmm finding myself more free now of some stuff and i dunno if its a good thing or a bad thing but i guess everyone has to learn to let go sometimes right and anyway i think its better la yeps :)
just came back from visiting chiara in TH on boyboy! i brought him to hall today cos of the night cycling thingy on sat... oh man i hope mh doesnt abandon me on sat cos esther cant go den i dunno anyone else... sighz haha. tts what happens when ur a phantom who likes cycling i guess. waiting for mh to come back now so we can watch house! house rocks my world mannnn haha. super nice and funny and cool!spent qt alot of time at home this week and i realised tt i really do live my life differently at home and in hall and i guess... i dunno i guess i prefer my home life more. maybe its cos i dun really liek to have to do things myself and im a lazy bum so thats y but also i guess i can really be myself at home and there are less pressures to perform and do stuff i dun really wanna do i guess.
went canoe polo today for our first ihg training session haha oh man we suck so bad! qt funny la. but ya was rather fun! had a bonding session with pple i din really know that well so tts good! :) yeah im glad that med fac is not really that cliquey like we all have our groups of friends but we have other friends in other groups as well and tts really nice i guess :)
hmm. had some thoughts today while i was looking through my utmost for His highest and i guess its really a book of many gems! i think everyone shld go through it at least once in thier lifetime. i mean of cos it cannot replace the bible but its really insightful! i wanna be like oswald chambers! can totally see how well he knows the Word and understands the heartbeat of God man and i really want tt too! something to aspire to i guess :)
anyway ive thought abt it and i guess i dont want to get married because i dont wanna get tied down. chiara says its a commitment phobia thing and maybe it is? i dunno but its just i guess i would rather my descions affect my life alone rather than someone elses as well. and i want to travel and move arnd and stuff and if im tied down by a husband and family i guess i wun really be able to do that. everyone says ill grow out of it but the thing is, i dont want to! i really want to do all that ive set out to do and i dont want to have to put my dreams and plans aside for a family when i guess other people would suit a family more than i would haha.
oh wells. some thoughts to pass the time away eh? cycling in nus is like super duper fun and tiring. really reminded me of cycling in nz! but its shorter la but woahz up and down like nobodys business. when i cycled back i was so tempted to whoop and scream but got pple sleeping laaaaa. so cannot haha. but so fun la! wahlao. btu the climb up was killer! almost died :p oh wells. time to go soon i hope... else i will fall asleep while watching show again!
just came back from visiting chiara in TH on boyboy! i brought him to hall today cos of the night cycling thingy on sat... oh man i hope mh doesnt abandon me on sat cos esther cant go den i dunno anyone else... sighz haha. tts what happens when ur a phantom who likes cycling i guess. waiting for mh to come back now so we can watch house! house rocks my world mannnn haha. super nice and funny and cool!spent qt alot of time at home this week and i realised tt i really do live my life differently at home and in hall and i guess... i dunno i guess i prefer my home life more. maybe its cos i dun really liek to have to do things myself and im a lazy bum so thats y but also i guess i can really be myself at home and there are less pressures to perform and do stuff i dun really wanna do i guess.
went canoe polo today for our first ihg training session haha oh man we suck so bad! qt funny la. but ya was rather fun! had a bonding session with pple i din really know that well so tts good! :) yeah im glad that med fac is not really that cliquey like we all have our groups of friends but we have other friends in other groups as well and tts really nice i guess :)
hmm. had some thoughts today while i was looking through my utmost for His highest and i guess its really a book of many gems! i think everyone shld go through it at least once in thier lifetime. i mean of cos it cannot replace the bible but its really insightful! i wanna be like oswald chambers! can totally see how well he knows the Word and understands the heartbeat of God man and i really want tt too! something to aspire to i guess :)
anyway ive thought abt it and i guess i dont want to get married because i dont wanna get tied down. chiara says its a commitment phobia thing and maybe it is? i dunno but its just i guess i would rather my descions affect my life alone rather than someone elses as well. and i want to travel and move arnd and stuff and if im tied down by a husband and family i guess i wun really be able to do that. everyone says ill grow out of it but the thing is, i dont want to! i really want to do all that ive set out to do and i dont want to have to put my dreams and plans aside for a family when i guess other people would suit a family more than i would haha.
oh wells. some thoughts to pass the time away eh? cycling in nus is like super duper fun and tiring. really reminded me of cycling in nz! but its shorter la but woahz up and down like nobodys business. when i cycled back i was so tempted to whoop and scream but got pple sleeping laaaaa. so cannot haha. but so fun la! wahlao. btu the climb up was killer! almost died :p oh wells. time to go soon i hope... else i will fall asleep while watching show again!
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